First, can we talk about how sad it is that I actually had to change that because of the bad thoughts that came into my head?
I am so ashamed.
WARNING: I know I talk about ringette a lot. But a lot of the time, that is all I have to talk about, sooo.. Beware. Ringette talk coming up.
First game without you. And I miss you terribly.
I almost find comfort in knowing that I am not the only one though.
"I feel like one day I am just going to walk in and they are all going to be there."
"I know hey? I feel like this is just temporary and I'm gonna be back with STEE soon. it just doesn't feel the same =( "
"our manager asked me who my team was last year and i was like... last year? oooh haha right. STEE FTW!"
It's hard, it really is. No, I didn't expect to win that game. Quite the opposite, in fact. I knew perfectly well that we were not going to win. But I still expected more than what I saw. Everyone keeps telling me that the team we played was REALLY good, and they are. But really? Not being able to stab the ring even when you had no pressure on you? Sweet jesus. At least the first year A's got a little taste of what this season is going to be like.
I know it won't be the same as last year. It's still hard going from being the team that owns everyone by 8 goals to the team is being owned by 8 goals.
So glad I have you two there to understand what I am feeling and to cry with me. ♥
Though I am extremely disappointed that we won't get together next weekend with roo.
Silly boo and her internshipness.
Silly me looking forward to it so much.
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