I am SO stoked for tonight. I'm such an alcoholic. Sad truth.

The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight.
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time.

The broken lights on the freeway have left me here alone.
I may have lost my way now, I haven't forgotten my way home.

School. Work. Homework. Sleep.
School. Work. Homework. Don't finish homework. Sleep.
School. Work. Homework. Don't finish homework. Sleep.
School. Work. Homework. Don't finish homework. Study. Sleep.
School. Work. Homework. Don't finish homework. Study. Stress about exams. Sleep.
School. Work. Homework. Don't finish homework. Study. Stress about exams. Lose all control over my emotions. Sleep.
School. Work. Homework. Don't finish homework. Study. Stress about exams. Lose all control over my emotions. Become too tired to function. Sleep.

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WHAT THE FUCKING HELL.


^ angst.

Do what you love, love what you do, and achieve more than you promise.

It was fate.

Sometimes in life we find we are good at something. Whether it be a sport, a hobby or whatever. This often becomes what we do, it defines who we are.

I call this fate.

This is what guides us through life.

It's also what brings us down.

"With the sound of the train that I should have been on, reminding me that the last one's gone. With you, it's always midnight"

I must pull myself together, this is a brand new day

"The keys are in your reach but not in your hands"

Life.

I had to get a sinus infection when I needed it the least. When I needed to be healthy enough to attend school because I have already missed so much this semester. And I got a sinus infection rendering me incapable of attending school. Fuck off.

I'm rather behind now.

I am also running out of money due to me going out. Alcohol is fucking expensive.

I can't help it. One year ago today was the day that I consider to be the greatest day of my life. Yet here I am, one year later, and I am crushed.

Please please please please please please take me with you. I'll do anything.

And please don't leave me. :(

I just had one of those moments where I realized what all of us getting older means.
Right now, it means people moving away to go to university in like August or something.
Waaah.
Brraah
Briing.
Sorry. I've gotten into the habit if making noises that apparently sound like yoshi lately.